Insomnia

I don't know what's keeping me awake, the caffeine or the sugar. Or maybe it's the fact that over an hour ago, I saw a flying insect in my room and now I don't know where it is so I'm probably subconsciously freaking out that if I fall asleep, it'll get to me.

I watched "Must Love Dogs" this weekend, I thought it was cute but then again, I always like movies like this. I don't know why I like John Cusack so much but he just seems like such a sweet guy. It's funny cause I realized that it really is a "must" for my significant other to love dogs. John Cusack's character in the movie brought up an interesting point, he noted that for every relationship, women create a script but they don't let the guy know so when the guy goes off course, he then becomes written out of it. This is so very true, I know that I've done that before where I have these unsaid expectations/wants and when it's not delivered, I get upset. I don't think we purposely set it up for a guy to fail though. Granted, I know how people say if you want something then just say it. But where's the fun in that? I think we all just want someone to know what we want without ever having to say a word.

I also went to a wedding this weekend, it was Michelle's...one of my bf from elementary school. It was small and simple but still nice nonetheless. Beth had in advance told me of what to do during the church ceremony...like how I shouldn't stand up when I saw random people standing up to receive the bread pieces. She failed to mention to me that at one point, everyone would start kissing and hugging one another. When this happened, I had no clue what was going on and I think the woman in the front pew thought I was weird when I kinda gave her this blank glance when she tried to give me some lovin. Oh this was cute, they handed out little viles of bubbles for us to use when the bride and groom came out. I've also heard that recently a lot of couples like having butterfly releases. Can I stress how much this would FREAK me out? I know I would be screaming all over the place if this ever happened at any wedding.