What goes in must come out
I don't think that I've ever been so badly affected by stress. The weird thing is that I don't think that I'm constantly thinking and stressing, it seems like subconsciously I'm doing it or something. Lately I've been having these huge cravings for green tea ice cream and oro blanco grapefruit, I can eat 2-3 at once. These aren't even things that I normally eat, must be all the hormones that are coming out of the woodworks from the stress. I finally realized that I'm stressing myself out so badly that I'm actually making myself sick, mainly not being able to hold food down. It has not been pretty. As if finals weren't enough, I had to have all those school issues and the aggravating graduation gift dilemma. Someone did try to give me an upside to all of this, I was told "at least your binge is healthy because it's caused by stress and not your own finger!" I've been alright for the past few days so hopefully it'll stay that way.
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