I had thought that "disappearing" would have made all the crazy sh*t go away but obviously it hasn't done much good. Yeah, denial is not very good for you at all. So like driving home at night yesterday was quite nerve wrecking...hopefully it'll become more normal soon. I can't believe that it's September already..I think I've been thinking that it's just been summer vacation and that I'm gonna go back to school...the idea of graduating is just starting to sink in now. It feels sooo weird. Totally random though, I've seriously become really stupid, like the lights are there but no one's home. I say the most stupid things and normally don't realize it till like minutes afterwards. So like the other day I had run across a graduation pic of Kev and his bro...I swear I was so confused cause his brother looked sooo tiny in the picture and I could not for the life of me figure out why he shrunk that much! Then after a few minutes it hit me, that pic was from highschool. Yeah reallll slick. How come this afternoon I saw like seriously like 5 dead groundhogs (or furry things that looked like them) lying dead on the road...it wasn't even like roadkill, they were whole just laying on their backs? It was the strangest thing. I was so disappointed tonight though...I had come out of a restaurant and got really excited cause I saw a ice cream truck lit and parked right next to the car so I kinda scurried over there....yeah it was empty! Like dude, if you're not gonna be in business, don't turn on all the lights and tempt me with the pics! On a side note, I was lectured today from the rents about how they think that when I talk I sound hispanic...yeah, I do not get that at all. So if anyone else thinks so, please let me know cause I sure don't notice it.