I had thought that "disappearing" would have made all the crazy sh*t go away but obviously it hasn't done much good. Yeah, denial is not very good for you at all. So like driving home at night yesterday was quite nerve wrecking...hopefully it'll become more normal soon. I can't believe that it's September already..I think I've been thinking that it's just been summer vacation and that I'm gonna go back to school...the idea of graduating is just starting to sink in now. It feels sooo weird. Totally random though, I've seriously become really stupid, like the lights are there but no one's home. I say the most stupid things and normally don't realize it till like minutes afterwards. So like the other day I had run across a graduation pic of Kev and his bro...I swear I was so confused cause his brother looked sooo tiny in the picture and I could not for the life of me figure out why he shrunk that much! Then after a few minutes it hit me, that pic was from highschool. Yeah reallll slick. How come this afternoon I saw like seriously like 5 dead groundhogs (or furry things that looked like them) lying dead on the road...it wasn't even like roadkill, they were whole just laying on their backs? It was the strangest thing. I was so disappointed tonight though...I had come out of a restaurant and got really excited cause I saw a ice cream truck lit and parked right next to the car so I kinda scurried over there....yeah it was empty! Like dude, if you're not gonna be in business, don't turn on all the lights and tempt me with the pics! On a side note, I was lectured today from the rents about how they think that when I talk I sound hispanic...yeah, I do not get that at all. So if anyone else thinks so, please let me know cause I sure don't notice it.

It's pretty amazing how something you found to be really cute can suddenly become so nauseating. All I know now is that i HATE deer, yep...that Bambi sh*t isn't going to work on me anymore.

I've learned a bit these past few weeks. Driving on the turnpike feeds my need for speed! It's actually really bad cause I don't realize that I'm pushing the triple digits at moments, but I say it's not my fault if everyone around me is doing it too. You can actually eat cheesecake while driving, as long as you find a nice secure place for your fork. For example you can use your stack of cd's sitting in the compartment and sit it between them, kinda like a mini forklift. When all the computers crash it doesn't mean you have less work to do. It just means that you have to do everything by hand. When you and your friends purposely pick out the strangest/ugliest shirts in stores that it can actually look really good on you. That I'm very absent minded now, for some strange reason I was fooled twice thinking that I had put my car window down and I proceed to try and stick my head out the window only to slam face into it. I've actually left marks on the window to prove it too :P Hmm, I'm sure there were more moments of enlightment but I really can't think of them now. Totally random though, so I finally got a chance to talk to my partner in crime and somehow we got onto the topic of weddings cause she gets to attend 2 very soon. The lil Rising Dough made me realize something...when it comes to chinese banquets, the bride usually gets lots and lots of gold jewelery...uhm I DESPISE gold! I was like what am I gonna do, write on the invitation "No Gold, Allergic reaction may occur"? Then I came up with the bright idea of melting all the gold and making them into useful plates...I was thinking a gravy dish...oh yeah, nothing is too good for my gravy! :)