Today was quite a fulfilling day, got muchos errands over with. I went to the laundromat for the first time to get my comforter washed, boy am I retarded. I tried opening the lil lid and it wouldn't open, so I figured you'd had to pay the $3.75 first, so when I popped in the quarters, all of sudden the water starts going and I can't open the door. So apparently I just didn't know how to open the door and you had to put in all the stuff before paying! Ergh, I hate to be rude but there are some shady people that were in there, a lil freaky too. This guy, Mr. Mullet Biker dude, who obviously had a family was all up in my space the whole time. He even asked me if I needed any help folding the comforter. Wow, like I've never heard that one before, he'd be better off saying like "Want me to put the quarters in the slot?" or "Can I de-wrinkle for you?" Come on, fold my comforter? Then later on, he was like since you have nothing to do, wanna help me fold all this laundry? Riiiight, cause I want to come anywhere near your krusty tighty-whities. I've become such a phone interrupter, everytime I call Em, she ends up hanging up on someone else...so sorry! It's all good though, had one of those convo's that completely burned my ear. Funny thing is the power of oooh "unagi" is through the phone too...;) you know what I'm talking about. Let's see, what else...geez, while at Staples, I was trying to buy supplies...why do they have so many pens to choose from? I mean, if it takes me that long to pick out pens, how am I ever supposed to make a real decision? I did go to one of my fave stores...oooh Target, which by the way has the cutest dorm decorating stuff but I had to restrain. I went to pay for my stuff, and the guy was having issues finding the barcode for this casserole dish..he was all flustered and was like I'm sorry...and I was like isn't it on the corner? Then he goes, oh geez, I must really want to keep you here or something. Uhm alright, too bad you're jailbait. As he gives me back the change, somehow he's able to fling a nickle at me, yes I mean a nickle came flying at me. I've had balls (tennis balls) thrown at me, but coins? Maybe I shouldn't have worn my I'm easy t-shirt...haha, I'm so kiddin, I was on the dl. Anywho, I'm seriously rambling and just saying things as they pop into my mind...oh yeah, another thing, just before there was like this huge insect, I think a cricket cause it jumped from the ceiling onto the carpet (you know how hysterical I get bout this), yeah well I busted out the vacuum and sucked it right in...so hopefully I can sleep in peace now...night :P

Eh, the day started pretty crappy...stupid accident caused both sides of Rt130 to get shut down so I was detoured into Guam which of course made me late as hell for work. Whatever crap happens. Oh yeah, I p-parked the nissan back home, was sooo tempted to ram into that Mustang that's always up in the grill but I restrained. My mom was like woah, you parked it in there? Uhm no, I magically placed it there. I was like a kid in a candy store at Sam's Club, candy in bulk, how sweet is that? While waiting to pay for the stuff, I noticed that a package of meat must have leaked over the floor cause there was a puddle of blood and i was like eww. The cashier was like, "Oh no, it's not real blood...it's just spillage, don't worry, it's not real blood!" I'm sorry, but was I hysterically crying on the floor? But you know what I don't understand there? What is the point of having that guy with the highliter before you leave? As if he really checks everything you buy, nor is there anything to steal from the way out anyways.

You know what really sucks? When you're the last to leave to go back to school. Although it leaves me with muchos more time to get stuff done though. Seems like everyone was able to say "I told ya so" to me after a few incidents..you guys know what I'm talkin bout, can you believe that sh*t? I'd like to thank my mom who nearly gave me a heart attack tonight...I was too into my music and usual "Stay-C" antics...she was in the room the whole time and making a weird noise (kinda like that alien noise they made in Signs which really really FREAKS me out)...I was like freakin and wondering what it was and when I turned around I completely flipped cause I didn't expect to see someone there! Yeah, now she knows for a fact that I'm a retard. I just finished putting together the gazelle...sweet, it's fun. It was pretty messy though, I was pushing the bars together and there was some sticky greasy residue in them...sooo nasty, I don't even understand where that comes from...it's not like they're used as anal beads or something...I seriously wonder why they have it in there. Tomorrow's gonna be the 2nd day that I don't have my baby. I won't be able to RAV the way to work, only Maxima the way there...I hate driving that car, it seriously hates me...hmmm maybe Maxima Boy will dun dun dun to the rescue again ;) haha.

Ahh, it feels so good to be at home with a computer and a phone! It sucked not being able to have my cell or comp by me while at Canada, though they have a lot of booths where you can put some money in just to email and stuff. Let me just say that I'm never sitting in a car for that LONNNG again...I was ready to jump out and roll down the mountains. Yo, I got to pump the gas myself, yes that's quite an accomplishment for me actually. We went to Niagra Falls but since I've seen it like 2-3 times when I was younger, it wasn't as thrilling, I dunno...guess once you've seen it, you've seen it all kinda. We went into the casino and I figured they wouldn't card me since I was with my parents but of course the old guy was all rude and was like "How old are you?" I was like old enough to be your mom, no, kiddin...I whipped out ID and he seemed really pissed that he didn't catch me trying to sneak in. But I did win some money =) Oh man, the Toronto area like in Markham and Richmond Hill....such goooooooooooood food! I can't even begin to explain it. There were so many mini-malls and this one huge mall with sooo many awesome stores! (plus lots of TI candidates) It seemed very much like Hong Kong so in a sense I did get to go again...it's really fun when you get to haggle the prices ;) Ah, we walked by this asian porn/kinky store...my mom was like what's this, I was like uhm let's look over there...there had these "interesting" things on display in the window too. As we were crossing to enter back in the US, the officer guy was like questioning and then he asked why we came to Canada and my dad told him for the food. The guy was like you drove 10 hours for food, do you do this all the time?

Definitely quite the week with more "downs" than I can count..and that does include all the dads..haha, I can't believe I can joke even now. Yah, I'm trying to pack now for Canada...gonna go hit up on some hot mounties and their mooses too. Let me just say that the cashier at Kohl's was up in my grill and wasn't getting the hint that I was not biting his lines. He had a comment for every item that I picked and his lines are from like 1901. But I was quite proud of myself tonight, I didn't take corny crap from some guys and smartmouthed back. We went into Fezzi's and this guy no older than 18 was like "Hi, how many?" I was like 3 and he just turned to another guy in the back and started cracking up and he walked back. Yeah, apparently he didn't work there and he thought it was a real hoot, I just thought he was an idiot. So when the real hostess came and took us upstairs, as we passed the 2 guys, the one who talked to me was still cracking up and gave me the thumbs up so I said, "Thanks so much for giving me the BEST laugh of my life, I don't know where I'd be without that!" And they both just shut up in awe...such losers. But of course being me, I freaked that I had mouth diarrhea and was waiting for him to come around and kick my a**! But anyways, I must try and pack now...

Just good enough doesn't cut it. Hell, unless you're over the top you apparently have no chance at all. So another cold and harsh slap of reality stings and leaves its mark. You'd think with the way that I am with being so hard myself it'd be enough. All I know is that wanting something is never enough, trying with everything you have to achieve something isn't good enough either. But on a stupid note, I was a retard as usual and sprayed some perfume and walked through it, cept somehow I walked my eyes into it too....yeah it burned....

You know how sometimes you're in a situation and you thought that was the worst and then you find out it wasn't? Yeah, when I thought I had gotten beaten up at concerts...did not compare to the Warped Tour. It was definitely f'in awesome...that many bands...lots a hotties. Let's just say I was lucky to get out alive...like NFG sings..."I'm bruised and broken..." So there I was literally in front where Good Charlotte would come out (yeah they're even hotter in person)...all of a sudden...chaos and I'm on the floor, thrown everywhere....we try to get out but no one's letting you and I'm seriously thinking I'm gonna die...it may seem funny when I look back now but at that moment when you can't breathe and people are kickin the sh*t outta you...you think whoa. I had gotten kicked in the throat by a crowd surfer...whacked who knows how many times, molested...you name it....eventually some guys shoved me out towards the guards who completely lifted me up and over. Everyone was like whoa, she made it through the mosh pit! Yeah surprise suprise. Ooh, but TSL did do their rendition of I'm Real...Em would be pleased.....but yeah, def a rockin time but way too dangerous and scary for me to ever handle again....

Man, I was up for like 20 hours for Saturday...I'm so gonna pay for all of this! Me, Jess, and Alisa drove to LBI to visit Miss Betty after work...surprisingly I didn't get lost! Yeah! Though we were tempted to blow her off for some blueberry picking...I hear you get to wear coffee tins on your waist as buckets..how cute is that? Uhm, yeah maybe it's just me then. But it's def gorgeous at LBI...the town is really cute and Beth's beach house was sweet. Of course me & alisa didn't realize that another family lived downstairs so we got freaked when we were staring out the window and this guy just came walking down..he def thought we were retarded. At night later on, we went to some ice cream shoppe called "The Show Place"...yeah apparently the waiters sing show tunes and whatnot but here's the catch...in order to get your dessert you may be asked to sing, dance, and just act like a moron to get it. And of course, yours truly ordered an ice cream soda along with her asian twin and we were forced to sing ice cream & soda pop to the tune of Lollipop...yeah, that's way tooo much work for ice cream ya know?

Could it have been anymore hotter today? It seemed so much hotter being out in NYC, plus with the mobs of people, it just felt gross. But I did get my drink and a purse outta it, I swear these places make these bags as soon as they hit ads...not that I'm complaining since these I can actually afford. I went fish shopping to buy Alex some fishies cause he's been whining for a pet, dude, the guy took me to the back and showed me these tadpoles...eww they're gross...plus they were huge too, you know what that mean..;) haha. I'm such a retard. When I brought it over to Alex, he like flipped out..and of course he wanted to dump the whole entire container of food into it...he'd so kill them by overfeeding them. I got my ass beat in Smash Brothers..dude, he's 6, he so whooped me...he was asking me if I wanted a knuckle sandwich and stuff...the things they learn. Oh, the same cycle doesn't just stop there, I got beat in this Jeepers Leepers game and CandyLand too...yeah, that Licorce Man is really freaky, I'd probably still have nightmares about him. All in all, it was a nice stroll down memory lane with all these childhood games....

Oh yeah, treated myself at the mall today....=) Uhm yeah, you know what I hate? When you try something on and the girl next to you comes out wearing the same exact thing...but luckily Lis said I looked way better. I helped Beth steal her salt & pepper shakers tonight...yeah, how do I always get conned to help her I don't even know. But it's all good, she poured the salt out in a shape of a dong on the road so it makes up for it. I'm totally gone now...had a very long game of "I Never"...yeah they find it amusing that I'm red like a lobster right now...but do you learn some interesting stuff...=P

Oh what a night...doo doo doo doo. I've just come to realize that I can no longer feel my feet, knees, nor back anymore! Seriously, I'm way too old for this sh*t. All I gotta say is: sickiest bathroom incident I've EVER seen in my life, the realization of how retarded I can be, how many lame people there really are, moshing=broken parts, the necessity to have to beat people up at times, having a guy and his lil friend rub up on you basically giving you an ass rape, the need for some 10 inch shoes, being 21 means you're 21 so people need to back off the grill....